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Hi guys! its been since a long long long time i updated my blog... i cleared my cobwebs and i hope that ppl are still following up my post.. its like every "ten" years den i update once... not very long, its just once in a while rit?


i got reasons once... not those just missing mysteriously.. i am super duper busy wid my tuition and SCHOOL especially... its like e torturing lab work had been made us suffer for a long period of time.. luckily i have BFF like pris, cindy and my son andy... without anyone of them, i sure cant survive... especially i am those monkey see monkey do de... ppl always say i shld have my own point of view instead of following ppl around.. but its just i have no confident in myself... i scared decision i made will lead me to a wrong path... so i feel more "secured" in like a mentor beside mi...


lab work for us was like almost ending 11pm and the hihest record was like 1130pm? hard on us but harder on those demo... they still nid to keep the tings and end everything b4 they can leave for home sweet home... well, my brother oso gave mi alot of support mentally... for my students' parents, they are very very understandable.. appreciate their understanding for a still studying student like mi.. they gave mi ample of time to prepare for my assignments and dun mind tt i keep canceling lessons for tt week just to complete my work... reali fortunate to have so nice ppl around me.. i will cherish!

i still rmb i post in facebook about i cant take it anymore.. tt was the some days before submitting my modelling assignment which was a tough one and presentation on a journal article.... frens came to support me and a parent was alarmed and shocked if i were reali to quit tutoring.. hahah... i'm just grumbling... i always like tt.. let mi nag a while i will feel so much beta... but this shows tt they prove my importance in their child... a little satisfaction... dun worry... it will not always be smooth sailing for everyone but when anyone has any difficulties, dun give up first... give ya self a chance to prove if ya can do it..

the bravest thing to do is to get up from where we fall down ~~~ this is a quote i happened to come across. It was printed in a poster in one of the LRT stations. After seeing this quote i buck myself up... I confessed i cried sometimes when no one is around.. even when i am on e train, i tink of the tings i dun noe how to do and the number of tings i have to complete, my eyes became teary and always hope miricals do happen on mi and real soon...

miricals only happen IF ya work for it.. it wont drop from the sky.. though we went thru this difficult period, i believe there will be more coming up... lets jia u? k? this is dedicated to all students reading this post of mine... all the best!!

its was long and tiring lab session on sat 7 march... HOWEVER, good tings are always at the last... our project lab session ended at 730pm in the evening... mi, audrey, son and sok peng only had the last energy to eat and not walking... hahaha.. so we took a cab to jurong point... and my son claimed tt place he is e di tou she there... meaning he noe e place veri well... hahaha... we reach the place ard 8 plus i tink den sok peng jie jie say she got cravin for seafood.. cox of some veri veri ultimate funny tings happened in the lab... its between our 4 ppl secret... den we went FISH AND CO..... we lined up quite a while.. we keep pestering e waitress cox we were too hungry.. ask how many ppl more b4 our turn, ask for menu, ask if can order food first though we are waiting... ahahha.,. but e waitress veri friendly and patient to answer all our 'small' kids questions.. so audrey tot of nominating the waitress for good service award.. SHE DESERVED IT!! hahaha

den we ordered seafood platter for 2 and oso fish and chips which is highly recommended by audrey... super nice.. now i can understand why she keep saying and intro us tt particular dish... den we went precious tots.. sok peng bought a super dam sweet gift for her colleage getting married.. and 2 pairs of earrings for her niece but she says she can share wearing too... hahha how nice of her...

den nearly 10pm we rushed to e desert shop... now its highly recommended by andy leong.. ji de chi.. now i nv regretted.. my craving for XUE HA since lab starting which is 1pm until 10pm i can then get to taste it! one word, HEAVENLY,... feel so nourished.. haha.. psychology har... den andy ordered his durian pudding... ultimate nice too.. esp e flesh of the durian.. den sok peng ordered her ginger egg steamed one... hahhah.. we were e last grp of customers to leave... cox we last to enter cox e queue stopped at us while waiting to be served... den we went HOME SWEET HOME... wonder experience tasting food wid sok peng jie jie, audrey and andy! next sat bu jian bu san!!!!

i went to e nearby clinic on wed morning and the doc says i shld be referred to the hospital for further investigation as my fever has not been fully recovered and my neck swelling is even worse...

wed night i was in tan tock send hospital.. i was being tested blood, and eaten medicine for my high fever.. its 38.5! den i went for ECG cox i told them i got some chest pain but its veri mild... after the doc checked, asked some questions, they decided that i shld stay as they carry out for further testing... so i was admiited for the first time and hostpialised... i asked my parents to go hm first as i tot mayb e next morning i can be discharged...

thurs morning... i cant even sleep for the whole nite... so morning was breakfast at 8am.. it was pork porridge.. still not so bad but its got onions inside.! i hate that so i had a hard time picking them out but i was so feeling not well.. i feel soooo cold when e sun outside is shinning like nobody business.. i was in class C ward bed 82... i told papa to bring my lecture notes to the ward cox i gt nth to do must well i do some revision.. so he brought e tings here plus mama cook herbal tea for mi.. how sweet of her though she got to get up much earlier to cook and i in hospital, she has to do all the housework by herself... hai...this ward total got 6 ppl... i am e youngest there... nurses veri nice and friendly, veri gentle oso.. i was on drip for a few days except the day i was discharged...
lunch time!



i didnt finished cox e vegetables is like steamed..i noe healthy la but i not so sick til i nid these kinda food so i ate the steam minced pork onli.. they got a soup too!




i wrote notes for my lecture den i got so sleepy and slept for an hour, when i woke up i was like SHIT... time passed so slowly onli ard 2pm.. some ppl came to visit their mothers.. all females in my ward... veri old ppl and nowadays children veri filial.. gt one asked e maid to stay beside the ah ma day and nite but allow her go hm and bath den cum back again.. ah ma reali cant walk and talk.. cant go toilet, nid pampers.. i stay long alrdy oso feel sorry for them.. so continued to study,.. cant absorb much cox i was having fever, 38.5 again.. it just dun go down even i took my medication.. how fustrating it is! i cancel alot of tuition and their parents didnt requested for another lesson but asked mi to take care and rest well! thanks man!

finally til around 6pm, they served our dinner.. tis time i feel much beta.. it was salmon in sweet and sour sauce and lotus soup plus apples too..!
my food is considered the most nice as other beds are having thin foods like porridge for dinner...






den my parents came to visit onli after the visiting hours but the nurses veri nice let them in cox we promised we wont be noisy den mama helped mi to wipe my body wid ice water cox my temp too high then i feel so much beta and comfortable.. too bad they haf to go hm.. they brought bread for mi for super.. hahahah.. and 6 apples too!

though they asked mi want any snacks like biscuit and milo or milk, i said no... i dun like all tt.. so i ate wad my parents brought mi!

i didnt slept veri gd.. next monrning was breakfast at 8am.. i woke up at 6am.. early right then stone there.. sit there and do nth,, observed the nurse helped the patients to clean up, change pampers for the elders...


my breakfast was carrot cake.. so small and its not enuf for mi tis pig... so i ate the bread my parents brought.. hhahahaa.. heng man..

then i do work and study.. they gave my medicine...









asked for urine sample from mi

my drip still continues and there are some frequent sharp pain inside but no choice.. moral of the story is DUN EVER GET HOSPTALISED!!! CHOY!!!
den wait for lunch lor





dinner was kinda special.. she said is chinese fried noodles.. but i eat a few mouths taste like yellow noodle but its not... taste like spagettit instead i guess.. i didnt touch the whole plate cox i asked my mother buy roasted duck rice for mi!!!! SMART GAL RIT?


den next morning they gave mi marcoroni soup in chicken soup for mi.. smell nice but i hate marcoroni.. so i requested the nurse to change to porridge and yum! its fish porridge, my favourite... hospital veri nice, eat sleep eat sleep and wait for next meal.. hahahaha...

den lunch was my last meal in ttsh.. i am going to be discharged at 1pm sharp.. so appeitite seemed to be veri gd...!









so i am back in my home sweet home.. i dischrage myself and came home myself all the way from novena to bukit panjang i sat bus not train.. i have weak legs.. nid seats.. i just discharged lei! hope i will get well soon! gota lots of blessing from relatives and frens.. i am sure i will get well soon...

i am sick for the last 7 days!
my god, ya guys cannot imagine... since monday i got fever... its an on and off ting...

wed i was having high fever, i went to see e doc... i veri strong while waiting for my turn.. but when the nurse ask mi enter, my tears shot out! i cried in front of the doc.. tink she was stun oso.. she helped mi to sit down ask mi dun cry but i say my head veri veri pain.. pain til i cry.. reali pain ok... den i quickly eat medicine...

after tt.. i went hm.. i nv eat breakfast or lunch den mama called mi.. she say she went colect passport so she will come hm early without going back to factory.. she came hm, bathed, put ice on mi den she cooked dinner... though i am sick i eat like a glutton... she ask mi why i told her i skip 2 meals.. of course hungry... hahha..

den e next day was worst, i head pain the whole day as the painkiller dun seemed to work but i still went tuition and sch as e pain was bearable... den til fri midnight i pain til i woke my mother up.. i cry and cry and cry.. my father decided to take mi to hospital.. i was admitted to alexandra hospital.. sutpid doc ask mi where pain i say head.. they put the needle into my hand (now still got blue black) den inject 2 dose of medicine for mi.. den later i fall asleep.. ard 45 mins later i woke up,..no more pain but i feel veri groggy.. its alrdy 430am.. poor parents, they slept on e car while waiting for mi as they are not enter the ward... we went hm and reach hm at 5am.. but mama supposed to wake up 530am to work so she can only sleep for half an hour more..

the next day sat, my second lab session for the module.. i was in the lab.. stupid lab so cold.. dun noe they turn on their aircon so cold for wad... ok... near lesson ending tt time i can feel all my limbs were numb cox veri cold.. i wear jacket alrdy somemore got lab coat over it.. still can cold... cox i sick mah... den after lab i cheong out of the lab den i went hm straight, while sok peng and audrey they all went to makan.. i where got the mood to eat? den in the mrt i was sooooo cold but i see other ppl like so hot.. envy.. ok back to myself.. i see my own vessels all bcum PURPLE... i hate tis colour since i was young.. den how i wish i can fly to cck immediately... although i get a seat but the wind in the train was like winter wind blowing.. i tahan til jurong east tot the warm air can thaw mi... but the train so fast to cck come le... tis time worst, no seats... i stand by the door so when the next station reach i can haf e warm air.. my legs were so weak and cold.. they keep trembling.. my heart was like pumping so slowly and irregular.. tot i was dying and fainting soon.. den i reach cck i call my mother, i cant tahan to take lrt.. den my mother ask mi get a hot drink and wait for them a while. they were coming down from woodlands... my head was pain like shit... my body hot like spring, not megan fox pls...

hahahaha


den i rest at hm, eat panadol, painkiller, antibiotics... den sunday.. my student oso sick so i left one student.. den i went bukit batok teach alrdy so sick but i still cooked as usual den mop floor.. super woman hor.. no choice or else wait for fairy god mother to mop meh... my parents so tired alrdy still ask em mop.. i dun have the heart sorry...

thanks someone for passing mi the berries... taste soooo sweet... or is it my heart is sweet? hmmm.. he wish i can recover soon.. but how nice he is to send mi 2 boxes... ya guys dun noe la, onli i noe he noe... ehhee

My new module started on the next day after my final exam of previous module... so shag.. but luckily even though the time table said its until 9pm, the demo told us if everything go smoothly, by 6pm we can be released... thanks to those demo especially the one in charge of my group, WILLIAM!!!! lets applause for him....


ya... yr 3 module indeed not easy... we nid to do report for every lab session and for project will be individual and report writing also... i am scared of the incoming challenges but compared to my brother i feel that we are on the same boat.. so if i can encourage him, i should use the same words to apply for myself too! yes... his research seemed to be stuck half way in the sea... he dun wan to gif up after spending so much time and effort... but if he dun gif up like it is impossible to have any progressions... hmmm.. jia u k? brother, ya so smart, anything tt is in ya hands sure can succeed... i will work hard too!

just finished my first report but still nid discuss wid my partner if i am on the right track.. she working so i can online have a discussion wid her in the evening.. later 3pm got tuition but onli one hour... den cum hm cooking again den look thru lecture notes b4 second lecture starts next monday...

tml is another lab session from 1 to 9pm.. hopefully the demo can give us gd news again by saying if everyting go smoothly....... hahaha... dream on.. chaos!

14 Jan 2010


firstly, i would like to show my gratefulness to all my frens after they knew how badly i felt the past weeks... reali veri veri thanksful to haf such darlings!

15 Jan 2010

yest i had my final exam on this module caled physiology of human body cells and system.. 89 MCQ... its a 3hr and 10mins paper... i spend around 2hrs 45mins? i walked out of the examination hall like HOLLY COW... i dun noe how i will do for this paper, dun dare to go and think but i will only just await for the results.. dun expect to have distinctions but passing is the most impotant to me now...
while doing revision tt afternoon, i cancelled all my tuition for tt day.. many paretns noe i got exam and they asked mi to concentrate too! i oso didnt haf e mood to cook lunch.. tts my lunch yest b4 exam...
my mood shows in e food i cooked!




16 Jan 2010

new module starts and i was late for 15 mins... i got tuition in yishun at 930am tis morning.. i didnt aware tt from yishun to tiong baruh is sooooooooo far... and e dam train was stuck in the middle of dover and it rolled soooo slowly til common wealth.... it took so much time and after common wealth it was stuck there not moving... tt time was already 1203 on my watch... i was soooo anxious like an ant on a hot pot.. ( convert into chinese) the worst ting is tis module i do not know anyone except esther but i do not haf her number... so i had no choice but to wait for the train back to service

HOW CUM I AM ALWAYS SO SUAY TO ENCOUNTER ALL THESE TRAIN PROBLEMS


today first lesson already lab.. aiyo.. a intro from 12 to 1pm.. our lab starts from 1pm and lasted til around 7pm.. two hours earlier than the expected time in the time table... sooo lucky.. but the lab is like sooooo complicated.. not like those practicals we had the previous times... now is getting harder and harder... luckily i managed to find a lab partner.. her name is sok peng.. she was the gal whom pris paired wid during her immunology module.. hehhe.. tink she sees tis post later on she will noe who is sok peng. right pris...

THANKS DARLING JAS...
i received the Melody present from ya... postman is indeed super efficient...






A LATE XMAS GIFT FROM BROTHER!!!

though its already 2010 but i just recevied brother present from chicago.. it took two wks to ship to spore... he sent out on 26dec but it onli arrived on 14 Jan.... i reali reali love it.. i onli told him once tt i like tis object and he reali bought it for me... hahaha... can i say he doted on mi? tts e package below!

my fav mickey mouse xmas card.. he vei funny say chicago there no those jia pa lang brands of cards or wrapping paper.. all onli hallmark.. veri high class and ex... hahah!

tis is my first post after tis brand new year... had been busy giving tuition... i feel my work keep piling up, i haf been getting more and more students but money seemed not be increasing at all... so weird... now 10.06pm... my mother and father were discussing something... something seemed to go wrong in their business.. wad they are earning seemed not to tally with what they are giving the customers... i dun noe how to put it but conclusion is parents are unhappy again...

i dun noe is it i am stressing myself or wad.. everytime no matter is my parents or frens.. when they are sad, i feel sad too... like keep tinking how cum i cant cheer them up.. like their unhappiness started cox of mi... for example if my mother is not feeling well, i will sometimes cry in the middle of the night and of course my parents are not aware... since my brother left for chicago, i feel i shld be more responsible in terms of my parents and the whole family... i feel reali stressful.. wanted to talk to someone but i just do not noe how to put it and afraid they might feel too irritated.. like which family dont haf their own problems...

hai.... i reali feel so helpess.. who can gif mi courage to encounter all these problems? him?

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